OK, so my posts have been sporadic and short since Arlie was born, but I am going back to work tomorrow, so that means a little extra time (sorry employer) for me to write and take more care of this blog. I feel like I am about to turn a corner as far as how difficult my life seems and that will be nice.
So, for today I just want to talk a little about Arlie and my life right now so I have a starting point for my writing.
Arlie is 2 months old now. She is absolutely amazing and perfect. I have never felt quite like this about any other human being in my life. I love M so much and I thought it would be kind of like that, but in reality, this love is more and bigger. Not better than my love for M, but different. She is growing so fast. She’s smiling and giggling. She coos and shrieks and babbles. Shes the happiest when she wakes up in the morning. She loves hearing M’s voice when he comes home from work.
I’ve thought a lot about whether or not to post photos of Arlie online, and I’ve decided not to for now. I’m not against it or anything like that, but I just don’t feel right about making a decision that should actually be hers. Don’t get me wrong, I would love to post a million pictures of her because she is so freaking cute, but I also don’t want to regret a decision later.
*I meant to publish this two days ago, but I got busy and now will have to do. Hopefully this isn’t a sign of things to come… 🙂